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the Post.

( 1000 books )

( My rutine + diet. )

And... that's all, I guess?

Have a good day/night/afternoon/whatever~ and good luck with your rutines!

-An

( ED Meme stolen from ohsweetinsanity<3 )

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-An

( blablah my day and tomorrow and why do I have so many things to do omg /o\ )


Uh, weird. Looking back, it wasn't a really good day. Kind of "meh". But I'm feeling really relaxed and happy. Maybe it's the weather? Oh, well. All's well that ends well, as Shakespeare put it. And I feel great :)

I hope you all have a great day! (since it's already "tomorrow")
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-An

I'm a very social person. I don't look much like one, I speak too much, I'm too shy, but I have a decent number of very close friends. A number that's reached a point where I just need something apart from them. A space for me. To write whatever I want. To stop limiting myself, afraid of hurting any of them.

This is that.

My closest friends call me "Mommy An". That might tell you everything you'll never need to know about me, I guess. I worry too much about everything. I fuss. I care. I care way too much. Not about what people think about me, but about what they think of me, what I think of me. I think too much, period.

Anyway, I'll try not to get too emo. I do have better things to worry about. I'm really into losing weight right now. I'm 5'9, and overweight. Thanks to being tall, I look "normal", kind of chubby, but not fat. But I am, really, really, over my ideal weight. I have to lose like, 60 lbs. For now I'll be happy just losing 20 lbs in the next 3 weeks (I've lost 8 lbs so far, in 7 days! Go me!).

Mmm, other basic stuff... my parents divorced few months ago and I'm living with my dad. I have a very close relationship with them both, but we get on each other nerves a lot as well. Specially with my mom. She's not very... motherly. Not at all. And my dad is... well, they're more like siblings than parents, but that's ok. I'm really used to that.
I used to have a little brother, but he passed away. This past wednesday was the anniversary, and I'm still kind of messed up over that. It was more than 5 years ago, so I'm a little better than the past years, but I still... well, I miss him a lot.


So. That's my introduction post, I guess. If someone is reading, hi there! :)

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-An